my hero

I love my mom. Even though sometimes im a brat to her, i still love her. i dont know how my mom puts up with me. sometimes im so mean to her, but she is always patient with me. when all i want to do is sit in my room and watch Prison Break, she tries to understand. she gives me money when i want to go see the same movie over and over (well she used to untill dad told her to cut me off, but thats a different story).

sometimes i dont tell her how much i appreciate her. but im not good at sharing my feelings out loud, so im just going to put my feelings in cyberspace...i love my mom so much, i should probably tell her this, and i do sometimes, but not nearly enough. she sacrifices so much for me and i hardly ever deserve all she does for me. she keeps me motivated, she drives me everywhere. she doesnt ground me. she is nice to my friends. she even buys me plane tickets to go see my sisters when all i do is complain about how she never gives me anything, but even though i might not realize it nearly enough, my mother is the most amazing person ever and i love her so MUCH!!

reading/writing

i read all the time. usually im reading Twilight, or something having to do with twilight or vampires. but sometimes when i want a little something different i read The Da Vinci Code or Angels and Demons. but thats all. i dont like change, i dont like wasting my time reading something i might not like when i could just read something i know i will like.



when im depressed i read Kyrias blog. when i miss my sisters, or when i need a laugh, i read Elyses blog. they are the reason i blog. because if someone writing down what they think/feel can impact me so much, maybe i can impact someone else. but my sisters are the only ones that know about my blog, so they are the ones that might be impacted by something i write. but im not going to hold out hope for this blog to change lives. this is just a place for me to vent and complain and say anything! so sorry if you dont enjoy it, dont read it if you dont care about stupid things that i have to say, cause thats all this is going to be, me writing about nothing!